Who could have guessed that we could experience so much emotion since we received our LDS mission call on July 17th? We've tried to make 18 months of memories in 3 1/2 months so that we wouldn't miss our children and grandchildren so-o-o dramatically. I don't think it's going to work . . . but we've had some great fun. And, we have spent endless hours trying to get all of our affairs in order, our house put together, Ryan moved in, and have even done some Christmas shopping. And, we have had such wonderful support from the friends and family we cherish so much.
Last night the kids made a great dinner (we don't have any of our own food left in the house) and we had a fun, noisy, chaotic family night. I can hardly believe how the grandchildren get cuter, more talented, and more loving each year. As the adults were putting the dinner away, the little ones formed their own little choir and instead of singing "Let It Go," they were in the living room singing "I am a Child of God." In the midst of it all, the reality hit me that we really are leaving to do something I have wanted to do my whole life: serve a mission for my Savior, Jesus Christ. At the same time I knew that it would be one of the hardest things we've done, because we have to, for a moment, leave a part of life that is more precious that life itself. I had no idea it would be so difficult.
We've had the promised blessing that our family and friends will be watched over, and we know that the Lord can certainly bless, teach them, and help them in ways we never can, but still the tears flowed. And . . . I am comforted.
Finally, Today we are here at the Missionary Training Center. What an adventure. There are 1500 young missionaries in the halls, and 89 of us senior missionaries in our group that arrived today. The seniors here are from all parts of North America, and will be serving all over the world. We are among the few who will be serving in the states. Each missionary has a story of how and why he/she got here. Many have made major sacrifices to come serve the Lord. What a blessing it is for Mike and I to be part of this; and, although we don't know exactly what our lives will be like in Bakersfield, CA, we know we will find joy in the journey.
We understand the wide range of emotions you are experiencing. It is a time of consecration. As you partially step out of focus on your own family...you will be a part of the great work force that tries to bring salvation to other families. It's all sacrifice for some of God's children:) xxxxx
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